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my name's brittany//i got to srhs//im currently single//i love craig jameir sampson//i live in fellsmere,flawda..tha most boring place in tha universe..//thats about it

LiveJournal Trading Cards Free Account Edition lushuzxlips User Number: 3094959 Date Created:5/9 Number of Posts: 90 Loves music.boys.talking.very outgoing.respectful.honest.has a keen fashion sense.open minded. Strengths: strong,open,friendly,hard working,orgnized,observant Weaknesses: picky,unforgiving,the internet,stubborness,thinks too much Special Skills: Memorization Weapons: Fists and words Random Favorites: Band:Jagged Edge Rapper:Chingy/Nelly Singer:Monica Movie:White Chicks/Girl,Interrupted Past Time:computers Thing To Do:Talk on the phone Person:Craig

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I miss you. not enough to want you back, just enough for it to hurt

Strange how laughter looks like crying with no sound and how raindrops look like tears without pain

You hurt me so bad, but maybe it's my fault, because i stuck around too long

I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it. -Prozac Nation
Struggling alone, just to hold on..I just wanna know why is it me?



You have no idea about who I am, what I've been through, or what's going on in this head of mine. So don't talk about me as if you do. You have no idea about the person I want to be, the people I admire, or what I'm thinking next. You think I'm happy, but I'm crying inside. You think I'm strong, but my heart is weak. You have no idea about who I am, and sometimes I'm not even sure. But, for once, stop analyzing the faults I have, and give me a chance for me just to be me..




I am stubborn. Maybe a little too stubborn. Because if I wasnt' so stubborn, I wouldn't be where I am now. Others wouldn't have given up so quickly. I don't share how i feel anymore. I don't talk about it. I just hope that one day someone will understand the things that i do not say. The things that are hidden behind my imaginary wall.

Its hard to fix the problems in your mind when you don't care enough about your mind to give a shit about them. all i want to do is sleep. to hide in my room. but not this room. a room away from here. away from everyone and everything that causes me harm. and if i hide, i wont get into trouble. i'll just sleep. but i dont even sleep anymore. damnit. but getting out of bed in the morning is more than i wanna do anymore.



I never want to go back there. I never fear rejection because I know I will never be accepted. How can I fear being rejected by the people who will never accept me no matter what I do? I’m empty, empty, empty. I want to say they stole it from me. I want to say they tore it from my arms. But I’ll tell you the truth: I gave it to them.



I think the whole world's addicted to the drama...



I wish they knew what it's like to wake up every morning afraid you're going to live.



As I place this knife against my skin
I wonder if life or death will win
My wrists start bleeding and I feel the pain
The depression now has full control of my brain
I am convinced there is no reason to live
Everybody wants something but I have nothing to give
The blood flows harder and I start to cry
My mind is screaming, am I ready to die?
Tell my mom I love her, make sure my friends know too
I am getting kind of worried, God, what did I do?
My heart is aching and life is filled with stress
But by doing this I've caused an even bigger mess
My sister walks in and loudly starts to shout
I really thought I wanted to die, now I have my doubts
I look down at my wrists; they're all covered in blood
The tears keep coming from my eyes, like an unstoppable flood
I am now so scared, more than ever before
When I close my eyes, I see hell's open doors
"Mommy," I yell, "I don't really want to die!"
I want to live now, and give life another try
Then darkness overcomes me, and I start to scream
The next moment I'm lying in bed again, it was only a dream
Since I saw the horrible outcome of my own suicide
I wonder what it would be like if I really died..



I gave you my everything but you just handed it back in a trash bag..



The scariest thing about memories is thinking you will forget them..



"I love you more than anything in this world, and you tell me how much you care for me and how much you need me, but I know it's all a lie, because if you cared for me like you say you do, you wouldn't have caused me to stay awake night after night crying over what you put me through. I've been hurt by you so many times, I know it's better for me if I just give up and let you go, but you have been such a large part of me for so long... I don't know if I can make it through this world without you. You not only have captured my heart, but my soul... But I will let you go, and I will move on and maybe one day you will realize I mean as much to you just as much as you have to me, but hopefully by then I won't need you anymore because I already know how that story ends, and to be honest with you I don't think that I would be able to handle the hurt again..."



the wrong ones can't hurt you, it's the right ones that can...they can kill you..



wait for the boy who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person...wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances...wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile and when he smiles you know he needs you...wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no makeup on,but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him, and most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe because obviously he's at the center of yours..



when theres no one there- to share your pain you just sit there in your room..looking back at all the mistakes you made in life. inside im not safe anymore- young girl-hopefully my tears will dry up when i can find a true guy. true friends. im a young girl- simply not sure if i can release myself to the whole world yet..i want someone to be there to catch me when i fall- or for that special someone to call- sitting here- staring at the computer screen-hoping to find answers that i need. where is love taking me? comparing something between online and real life is to strong- young girl-i remember that night-talking to you on the phone... the moon was shining so bright and high up in the sky.-when something tapped me on the shoulder-i can feel it sitting beside me-while im wishing that something was you-im a girl who needs to find her real self again --anomynous





I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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